Chapter 1

Hello, my name is S.

I don’t know why im writing this, I just decided to. Right now im sitting in school at my school’s library to be more specific. It’s my free period.

I was looking at tumblr and listening to songs. The song Im listening to is “7kaya – mohammed 3abdu” it has my name in it :$ that’s why im listening to it.

It’s my senior year.

It’s Monday today!

Where am I in my life?

Im 17 years old. I live in a small area, where everyone knows the other.

We are 7 children in total.

Im the 5^th of 7.

I was juggling with two, but the second one, decided that he wanted to be friends only and I agreed. He was the best tbh. But it didn’t work out.

With A I was the weakest one, but with M no I controlled him, he didn’t like it I think. I think I controlled M because I couldn’t do it with A.

I met A a year and one month ago. On my birthday.  And I met M on June 28. I only saw M once and we just talked for a bit and hugged and we left. On the other hand I saw A three times now. The first time was last February. But it was just from afar. The second time was not last week but the one before it. And the third time was last week.

I only talked to M because “someone” made me break up with A. it was so painful to me. I could barely sleep. And when I tried to talk to A he refused. I got hurt. I told him, that I’ll always be there for him, and he can talk to me when he wants. So he accepted.

We didn’t talk much.

After a few days.

I had a kik notification.

M: hey.

S: hi. Who’s this?

M: it’s m

S: sorry I don’t know you.

M: It’s okay. Let’s get to know each other.

S: umm ok?

M: my name is M, im 17 years old.

S: my name is S, im 16 years old.

M: that’s cute.

S: what is? LOL

M: you!

S: I know =))

M: people say thank you.

S: im truly sorry.

M: don’t apologize im kidding.

S: oh hhaha sorry.

M: please stop saying sorry.

S: sure

M: what are you doing?

S: I have a cooking class now.

S: talk to you when im done.

M: cooking class! It’s summer! Why?

M: ok talk to me when you’re done!

After 3 hours…

S: hey, im back.

S: I know its’s summer but I wanted to try a cooking class =))

M: I missed you :(

S: thank you.

M: hmmm

S: what?

M: nothing…

M: what are you doing?

S: heading to the mall.

S: wbu?

M: heading back to dubai from AD.

S: nice.

S: talk about yourself.

M: im in *** school, my family are important to me. I have curly here. I go to London every summer and france every winter. We have an apartment at ********

S: wth? Really? We have an apartment there too!

M: maybe I see you??

S: maybe =))

M: small world

M: can I know your family name? maybe I know your brothers.

S: no you cant :p

M: hm ok sorry.

S: ttyl.

I went shopping. I decided to talk to A

So I scrolled through my bbm list for “my love” I renamed him to this.

S: heyyy

My love: hi

S: how are you baby?

My love: (Y)

S: doom

My love: amen.

S: So what are you doing?

My love: im nitm, I’ll ttyl.

S: oh.

This is how he talks to me. I don’t know how I coped with him… I was so hurt so I just decided to leave the mall, he just ruined my mood.

I went home.

A kik notification

M: can I have your twitter?

S: @SBO_   *this is not my real one, but it’s something like this*

M: thank you and mine is @M_h__ *this is not his real one*

S: ok

So I went to twitter and saw his tweets.

I’ll continue later.. I’ll do my work now.

Love you loads.

Please don’t judge me from my story..

It’s true with a pinch of lies to add spice.

p.s. don’t juggle with two. You may not understand what may happen but read my story.